At least until now my semi-stray black kitty never showed a sign of distress or anything in my room or anywhere in the flat, she's even cozily sleeping while I'm listening to the radio so I guess I'm safe, haha..
And believe it or not after I wrote the last status I just realized right now I'm listening to an EXACTLY last year horror podcast - October 13, 2016 (only that day was Thursday)!
I wonder if I can have MORE kind of this synchronicity too in my treasure hunts!
You know what, honestly, thinking this spirit possession happened at the most unlikely time of a peaceful sunny afternoon.. what kind of (probably rather bad) thoughts did she have at that supposedly 'high' time that made her dropped into the very weak point? Just curious..
To think about it.. if only based on surface logic I'm supposed to have a less strong physical body compared to her (very skinny, prone to low blood pressure etc).. And wow, apparently ghosts' activity could happen in the mid SUNNY afternoon when the sun is the highest! Well, just again being grateful for my luck of insensitivity to those things (a.k.a STRONG HEADED LOL ).
And talking about 'room aura', plus, some of my music are trash/heavy metal. I wonder if 'those guys' never disturb me actually because they see me as somewhat resembling them LOLOLOL NOT!!
Wishing the one in the radio named **** was him and actually talking about me.. with that rather close in location (despite the radio frequency based in other city!).. but what then? Even if it's true there are so many so much inhibitions right now, seemingly impossible knots everywhere .. and my other ocean wanting a different person entirely.. also my other oceans and each has their own obsession.. not to mention my fierce werewolves (although I'm wholeheartedly grateful for their existence)..
Still, it would be great if it's truly him out there..
And sooo happy that finally I found the cause of my super-annoyingly-slow Photoshop: I've got too many fonts! LOL Found the way to deactivate the font preview. Another river got opened-sesame! Good thing there's no lag effect on having too many brushes.
hate hate hate slow pc supposed to be fast hate hate slow hate slow multitasking hate just hate photoshop slow open close over over and over and over and over hate slow missed deadline all effort is wasted just super mega hate it hate it hate it!!!!!!!!
.......... I can start living now. Don't have to wait until I'm a Master-Pirate-Mwahaha.. Or at least maybe I can start living now.. WHAT IFI can start living now?
You know those typical stories: One swore-lied-for-fun to their friends they saw a ghost on a tree. That time was sunny afternoon, no biggie. But later at night the snob and their friends rode passing the same street and the tree, the ghost truly appeared, even riding right on the back of the snob! LOL what they swore about turned out real.
Now I wonder.. why can't I use that swearing-lying-for-fun: "I SWEAR I FOUND ANCIENT COINS WORTH 50,000 UNDER THE PILE OF ORANGES IN GROCERY STORE!!!!" LOLOLOL Why not indeed....... But probably will work better with more realistic scenarios, haha..
I'D LOOOOVE just for once (or 10000..... unlimited times later from now on) in life to meet 100% CLEAN-mouthed/worded (AND minded) men. %^&*#@!!! -___-
Surely I wouldn't want to be part of those kids saying, "What? $X donation (for a project)? College students can do that (thus others should be able - or willing/EXPECTED - to give much more)?" I'd say %^&*#@ those shrimps!!! Don't they know that 'small' $X could save one's life??! Because I saw an extremely upsetting news (sadly again) someone poor UNJUSTLY TRAGICALLY MURDERED because of that amount of debt!!! And I thought their social circles are wider - thus supposedly their brain-heart capacity. Or I might mistake them for a completely different, HIGHER school of fish entirely..... Whichever the case, this pirate doesn't want any creature ruining her enjoyment of every ounce of gold she's gained by their ungratefulness (or more generally: BRAINLESSNESS) disease!
Seriously I don't understand you people. It seems that 90% of you are better than I am in certain-but-common things. But then in other certain-but-common things you don't seem to use your brains. -___- Don't know what to say lol.
NO MATTER HOW NICE THEY SEEM THERE'S ALWAYS KNIVES BEHIND THEIR BACKS OR CYANIDE ON TOP OF THEIR FINGERS. THIS PLACE THIS WHOLE PLACE THIS WHOLE MEMBRANE IS WRONG. MUST PULL THE WEED 1000%!!!!!
EVEN WORSE I AS ANOTHERHUMAN BEING HAVE NEVER FELT BEING FULLY ALLOWED TO EXPRESS THE TRUEST EMOTIONS ON MANY "ORDINARY"-BUT-ACTUALLY-BASIC-FUNDAMENTAL MATTERS!!!!!
EXTREMELY DISGUSTED ANGERED BY SOME WORLD NEWS OF THE SEXIST UNIVERSE THAT I'D JUST LOOOOOOVE TO DESTROY THE WHOLE PLANET (but spare the cats) AND MOVE TO A NEARBY ASTEROID!!!!!!!