2017.10.07

..........
I can start living now.
_{Don't have to wait until I'm a Master-Pirate-Mwahaha..} 
Or at least maybe I can start living now..
WHAT IF I can start living now?

2017.10.06

You know those typical stories: 
_{One swore-lied-for-fun to their friends they saw a ghost on a tree. That time was sunny afternoon, no biggie. But later at night the snob and their friends rode passing the same street and the tree, the ghost truly appeared, even riding right on the back of the snob! LOL what they swore about turned out real.}  

Now I wonder.. why can't I use that swearing-lying-for-fun: "I SWEAR I FOUND ANCIENT COINS WORTH 50,000 UNDER THE PILE OF ORANGES IN GROCERY STORE!!!!" LOLOLOL   
Why not indeed....... 
_{But probably will work better with more realistic scenarios, haha..}

2017.09.27 (3)

_{Other people exists?}
#MasterOfTheGlass
   
_{Another level up..}

2017.09.21 (1)

Somehow I sense the answer is here, right here.. everything or at least plausible solutions to the puzzle are available right here and I can grab it right now.. like a flickering light bulb..
        
Or..



But afraid of the answers/acting on the answers.. must be 1000% sure there's NO KRAKEN on the root..

And I keep on QRW ZDQWLQJ WR EH KXPDQ!!

2017.09.19 (3)

And now who am I?

2017.09.19 (2)

Perhaps "Who are you?" is always a good question - one you can ask yourself every single day.

2017.09.17 (3)

2017.09.14 (1)

_{But any kind of expansion not based on Joker Card is OUT OF QUESTION.}


                   

                            
          
 

2017.09.13 (3)

Empathy seriously could be very dangerous - only leads to JUSTIFICATIONS. I can't even trust anyone with resembling personality!! NOT A SOUL!!! That's why I save it only for cats.
  
Or perhaps I MUST. REALLY. leave that hell-hole of a site(s) I used to visit to curiously collect 'interesting' stories for my Curious Case Scrapbook and commit to look at other places where my faith in humanity could be restored. Perhaps there ARE clean-and-clear people (by my personal standard) out there with ABSOLUTELY NO catch-22, no knives behind their backs..
Now I realized my judgement could be right after all: it's indeed more like a DUMPSTER, I suppose no wonder I found trashy stuff (and people being trashy) again and again and again. I used to frequent it to vent back then, then decided to stop posting at all after finding some *&^%!#@!! then visiting only to read. Actually I've been grateful for its existence as venting could be healing and indeed I've been entertained by curious 'cases' I found. But now I guess it's time to 100% leave..?
 
Shall I'm tempted to visit again, at least now I've got some self-reminder.. And maybe one of these days my curiosity & drive for adventure would align with sensitivity..

2017.09.13 (1)

_{Still too narrow.. space still too small.. further expansion is possible.. keep on looking..}

2017.09.12 (8)

Now to think of it.. I was attracted to the cake shop because I was disappointed with the %#!^&* fake deal of pastries in a mini mart where I bought my groceries. Har harrr..! Lost some pebbles, found rubies.  

_{'Setbacks' could be not the end after all, in fact possibly the edge of the much better horizon..}

2017.09.12 (5)

_{"And I thought I was the most unrealistic person in the world!"}

Yes.. I wonder. What if the same with other things? What if we never really know?
_{Because big ZERO means O P E N  S E S A M E . .}

2017.09.12 (1)

Don't care if my heart is still broken to pieces or my mind is overwhelmed by that particular puzzle I'm still tremendously grateful for my eyes.
  
I'm determined to enjoy every single gift I've already got with this privilege, all the bliss I can get with this amazingly given-for-free treasure by creating arts to the best I can.. and watching mystery/horror movies, hehe.. 

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_{Besides, judging from my RENAISSANCE, heart broken to smithereens is actually not that bad. Because with the RIGHT context, the point of zero is actually the gate to everything. I'd just trust the dawn..}