And you know what, unlike others who still have some backups, I DON'T. I'VE BEEN FIGHTING MOSTLY ALONE SINCE THE BEGINNING. So at least right now I can be tremendously grateful for the gift of personal strength.
Not to mention: I'VE WON. ALL THE TIME. STILL UNTIL NOW. And most likely still in the future. How come I forgot that? Although I'd prefer moving to a better, happier dimension plane - while watching, KNOWING them others down here EVER suffering mwahaha..!!
I can do this.. just like how I passed even worse situations in every way, even with shorter deadlines to get out of the death traps - I. 100% MADE IT. GODDAMNIT!!.. I can do this.. just another stepping stone not really a block.. if I see it that way.. exercise.. the power.. but the eyes fixed.. on the freedom train.. to evolve.. to the direction I truly want..